( simply an online dairy of today) today ... today is 48 hours, I haven't sleep for the past 50 hours ,which is my new record . it's done. my first design studio that I have finialised the design , such a decision that I have no regret. the feeling is so good that you are starting up with something you have never done before(i was doing landscape concept) . but it's so frustrated that even you have finished the whole set of drawings,you know you could do more to push . but the DEADLINE is right in front and you've been workign with the computer for 3days ! an inentsive week of working ,pushing myself so hard,I was exhausted.I had a really crapped verbal presentation today,which my tutor said it letting down of my overall marks. such a mix of feeling,from the begining of brains storming, getting lost in design concept, happy with the design,but letting it down when I presented it from my mouth.I couldn't get a DN for sure.... which i hope to keep my CR+ :( should i be feeling sad? hmmmmm most important. i've missed theparty after review !! overslept after the lunch break and wake up 5 hours later then the time I should appear in studio LOL so sad :( a mins ago i got a good news that i'd be flying online so soon ,so so excited back to work again. | 